20 Things

December 28th, 2007 by rubycube

…I would like to tell certain people but probably won’t:

1. Who the hell are you?

2. Huwag kayong mag-malinis.

3. Why won’t you call me?

4. Don’t stand so close to me.

5. I know what you did.

6. Bayaran mo na ko.

7. Lagi na lang ikaw.

8. Bakit ang feeling mo?

9. I had a dream about you.

10. Huwag kang "ke-gao" (Chinese for "know-it-all")

11. Your silence is killing me.

12. Bagal mo naman.

13. Tingnan mo kung anong napala mo.

14. Di ka ba kinikilabutan so ginagawa mo?

15. You should end it now.

16. Wala kang mapapala diyan.

17. I told you so.

18. Why do I get the feeling na pinaplastikan mo ko?

19. How dare you…

20. I still love you….

Goodbye, Teri. I’ll see you one day.

September 14th, 2007 by rubycube

Teri_and_karyn
A dear friend, former co-Mad Scientist and co-servant in Christ, Teri Tolosa has gone with the Lord last night after losing her battle with cancer for 2 years. Anyone who has known Teri will see her tremendous passion for the Lord and His Kingdom, serving him through the Singles Ministry and ACTS Theatre Ministry in CCF. A single mom, Teri was a wonderful parent to Karen, a loving sister to Kathy and Gerald and a faithful daughter to her mom.

Teri was well-loved by her family and friends in CCF St. Francis. When she was diagnosed with breast cancer, her friends rushed to organize fund-raising concerts called "We Love You, Teri" at Merk’s in Greenbelt 3. She went on remission for a short while where she got even more involved in theater and the singles ministry. She also ministered to other people who were battling the same disease. Her life is characterized by her great love for the Lord which shone through her faithfulness in ministry, pouring out her life to others. She experienced the Father’s tender mercies and so she was able to give to others what she received immensely even though she was going through her own difficulties in life.

Teri_and_marc
Teri was a deeply creative person. She loved theater and music. After one Mad Science show in Enchanted Kingdom, Teri and I would talk a lot about Christian artists and her dreams of creating a musical. This almost came to fruition last year through a play she co-produced with another CCFer called "The Shepherd King" but unfortunately did not push through despite plans already well along the way. She was part of Genesis Entertainment having managed a number of Christian recording artists like Roxanne Barcelo under her helm and has taught in children’s workshops for theater. She was part of the cast of "Why Women Wash Dishes" in her own benefit show last year.

Teri_diving
Teri truly enjoyed life. She traveled a lot, dived a lot, laughed a lot. Even when she was in pain, she was still pleasant. When I visited her last Friday in Cardinal, she met my Raffy (my boyfriend for a year now) for the 1st time. She managed a "Hi, Raffy" and a smile although her voice was barely a whisper. Touching her arm even lightly was so painful for her since her lymph nodes were already removed. Many people from CCF visited and had kept themselves from breaking down in tears. She looked so frail, so far from the vibrant, energetic, funny Teri that we know. We stayed for only ten minutes because she needed to rest. As I left, I told her "I love you. ". She said "I love you, too". I’ll see you soon, I thought.

Teri_and_wig
Yesterday morning, I got a text that the doctors increased their morphine dosage and that her family had decided that she would not be resuscitated should her body fail. I prayed for her whenever I could the whole day. I did not pray that she would get healed but that she would feel the peace of God during the most painful moments. I knew that it would be a miracle if she overcame this in 24 hours. My sister who visits her at least once a week, went to the hospital one last time after work but was not allowed to go in anymore. Around 10 pm, Dad took her home.

Teri’s lived a good, abundant life as promised by Jesus to those who have come to believe in him. Being a single mom and raising a daughter, she had many challenges, especially financial ones. Nevertheless, the Lord came through for her every single time. She never wavered in her faith. Even in the end, God was still glorified in her life. Her sister Kathy said that never once did Teri complain to God when the cancer was getting to her. She knew that the Lord did not promise a pain-free life. He himself endured much pain. What He promised was He will be with her no matter what happens. "Weeping may endure for the night but joy comes in the morning", sings the Psalmist.

The morning has now come for Teri. And the Father will wipe every tear in her eye.

Teri_starfish

I will see you soon, dear sister. Say HI to Dad for me.

Manila is not cheap

August 15th, 2007 by rubycube

Note: this blog is also found in website: http://rubycube.multiply.com/journal/item/120

My best friend Isabelle and her American husband Robert visited us a
few weeks ago. It was a short but lovely time spent with them. We did
the usual stuff whenever Isabelle’s in town, eat and shop. One thing
that Robert noticed about Manila was the cost of living here is not
cheap, in terms of food and clothing.

And I realized, OO NGA
no! When I was working as an employee in Makati, I didn’t feel the
pinch. I guess that’s because I’m single and living with my parents and
not a breadwinner. Now that my lifestyle has changed drastically, I
started to become more conscious of where my money’s been going (I
still have my days though).

When I was working in Makati, I’d
spend about P200-250 a day for food and parking. I have not computed my
gasoline expenses yet. Since I did not have a car park space alloted
for me, I’d spend between P70-120 per day. A meal would be P70 on
average. Eh dalawang beses ako kumakain sa labas sa isang araw. Can you
do the math? There was also a time when I went to starbucks almost
everyday because I was after their planner and I had to complete 21
stamps in my card. Each drink I order would be between P85 and P140.
But that time, I wasn’t paying for parking naman cuz I got to squat  in
my friend’s parking space in the next building  until finally the
guards caught me and  posted a memo on my windshield telling me to see
their administrator. Needless to say, I did not go back.

Anyway,
the point was, I spent so much money on food and other essentials. Buti
na lang my salary then was way above minimum wage. Hindi naman ganon
kataasan but it was more than enough.

Now that I’m on my own,
I’m more aware of where every peso from wallet goes. Since I don’t
generate stable income yet, I have to live as cheaply as I can and make
sure my funds don’t go to non-essential expenses.

My friend
Cathy shared this principle with me. (Actually, it was her friend who
studied in the UK who shared it with me.) It’s called the Starbucks
principle, UK version. In the UK, a cup of starbucks coffee is about 3
pounds (can’t find a pound sign in my keyboard). If the exchange rate
is 1 pound is to 100 pesos, that’s an exorbitant price for a cup of
coffee, right? But then that’s also what minimum wage earners make in
an hour so to the Brits, Starbucks is just okay. But here in the
Philippines, the minimum wage is P362. And although
Starbucks coffee is priced cheaper here, a min. wage worker here ends
up spending almost half of his day’s wages for a frappuccino or iced
latte.
Grabe no?

Robert commented also that the prices
of clothing here don’t differ much from the retailers in the US.
Example (mine, not Robert’s): Grab jeans P3795 or almost P4000. That’s
like $90! Nowadays, you can’t find a nice pair of jeans of good quality
that’s below P500. For me, I’ve been so used to buying imported jeans
since I can’t find local ones that fit me well. Well, actually, meron
akong Bayo but that one was like P1,300. Mahal pa rin.

I’m kinda done with clothes. Now we go to another favorite topic of mine which is food.

I’ve
been eating in SM foodcourt for the last 3 weeks or so. May favorite
kasi dun ako ngayon, yung Korean Barbecue Express. I only order ONE
thing: Beef Ribs Stew for P99. Ok na rin yung serving and I have no
cause for complaint. And if you know me, you know that I want to eat
something sweet after every meal. So I noticed this BUKO kiosk, another
concept from the guy who came out with the smoothie kiosk FRUITAS. This
BUKO station puts their desserts inside coconut shells (para cute
diba?). Their buko pandan is priced at P49. Before, I would have qualms
about this price but that time, I was more concerned about not being
able to finish the whole thing. Ok lang yung P49 kung may kasama akong
kumain. When I asked if they have smaller servings, the guy in the
stand said NO. So I went to the next stall which was called the Mango
Farm. I spent around P50 for a mango shake with milk and tapioca. Ok na
rin.

Yesterday, after Glorious Hope, Raffy and I ate at the SM
foodcourt again. I was craving for the munggo (the soup) at Kamay
Kainan (Yes, I eat munggo, galunggong and other probinsyano fare,
thanks to my parents). Raffy got food from Bodhi. Since may kasama na
ko, I checked out the BUKO stall again. I couldn’t forget the picture
of Buko Pandan inside a coconut shell. I figured it would be safe to
buy na because I have someone to share my dessert with (and hence,
split the calories). I told the BUKO guy that I would like to order one
buko pandan. Since he was busy preparing another’s order, I told him
I’ll just come back for mine. Since Raffy finished eating ahead of me,
I asked him to claim our order.

Imagine my disappointment when
the Buko Pandan turned out to be green and red gulaman and kaong in
milky, icy water with a few strips of coconut. Think of halo halo whose
crushed ice had melted with the milk and sugar. Sobrang olats talaga. I could have gotten a halo halo from Chowking (which I don’t really like) and would have been less disappointed.
It doesn’t take a food expert to know what a good buko pandan tastes
like. Good buko pandan should be creamy at the very least. Sobrang
nainis lang ako sa inorder ko but then I didn’t wanna ruin my day by
bitching continuously about my unfortunate dessert experience so I let
it go na.

When I met with Marie and Joan that afternoon, I
warned them about going to that BUKO stall and shared my experience
although in a less irritated manner.

Marie observed: "Bakit ganon? We’re willing to pay naman but we don’t get what we paid for?".
Then she recounted our experience at Josephine’s in Tagaytay where we
were served with Ginataang Tilapia and was charged P250 or so for the
fish that weighed less than 400 grams. And I also remembered how there
were so many waiters that day but we had to ask for water 3 times
before somebody served us water. Buti nalang we were in such good
spirits that day we did not complain. She also noticed that some
waiters there weren’t really doing anything but continued to ignore our
requests. Sa sobrang inis ko, I did not leave a tip.

My sister
who got back from Iloilo after living there for more than a year said
that the dining experience in Iloilo is so different from Manila. Here, we pay for the place, not the food while in Iloilo, you get what you pay for. If
I remember correctly, the Mang Inasal Chicken there costs P50 with rice
and drink na while the Bacolod Chicken Inasal Petso is almost P80. Wala
pang rice yun. I remembered last June 15 when I had my last merienda
with my officemates Ron and Mykee in BCI Paseo Center. Ron ordered a
bowl of pancit molo. Being a daughter of an Ilonggo, I’ve had a taste
of the real deal since I was little therefore, I knew what it’s
supposed to look like and I wasn’t craving for it. Birthdays and
Christmas Parties in Iloilo are not complete without Pancit Molo. Going
back to Ron, he was so disappointed when he got his pancit molo. One
order costs P85 and what it contained was 4 pieces of the molo
dumpling. That’s it. Eh di sana bumili na lang si Ron ng siomai sa St
Francis, 4 pcs P25 lang. He was so bitin Mykee gave him her puto pao.

Kakainis no?

Well, you know me and how I feel about food and customer service. I sure hope that BUKO owner gets to read this blog entry.

Another reason why I like Terence Howard

August 15th, 2007 by rubycube

Terrence_howard
Aside from the fact that he’s gorgeous, stylish and extremely talented, Terence and I share the same views on modesty.

He was interviewed in InStyle (the one with Kate Winslet on the cover this year) and look at what he said:

"Women’s
fashion seems to have gone too far. Women have lost their modesty. They
shouldn’t be showing half their bosom to the world. I find modesty attractive. Some of the greatest people on this planet don’t blow their own horns, They’re just there. Like Oprah. She doesn’t talk about how much power she has; she’s just Oprah. She’s got a great figure and she dresses appropriately. She’s always a great role model."

Starlets at ang mga wala nang career, take note.

No Other Name

July 15th, 2007 by rubycube

Acts 4:12 (New International Version)

Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved.

Have you ever had a dream where you were also dreaming? I had one last night.

And it was scary.

I fell
asleep around 11 pm after texting some people about their orders and
confirming them. I had also half-read a chapter in Isaiah.

Then I
had a bad dream. I don’t remember what it was but I had a weird
feeling. Usually, I would have tried to wake myself up but like reading
a novel, I wanted to see what the ending would be like.

Then I
saw myself sleeping in my room with my bedside lamp on (This is the
part where I dreamt I was dreaming). I thought my sister had come into
my room as I had seen a hazy figure of a girl. But then the figure was
transparent. The figure went beside my bed and started murmuring. I
could not understand what it was saying. At this point, I really wanted
to wake up. I already knew that I should start to call on the name of
Jesus. So I did. But no voice came out of my mouth. I couldn’t say it
out loud but I kept saying it in my head until finally I managed to
whisper Jesus’ name. And I kept repeating, "Jesus", "Jesus".

I went
to my sister’s room to check on her. Somehow I had a feeling that this
was happening to her also. I shook her leg and tried to wake her up but
she wouldn’t. I started rebuking demonic forces in Jesus’ Name and
declaring verses:

"Every knee shall bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord".

"The Name of the Lord is a strong tower. The righteous run into it and they are safe."

"Call upon the Name of the Lord and be saved".

All
this time, my sister was in deep sleep. I felt so much courage inside
me as I spoke these words. Then I whispered to my sister: "Call on
Jesus’ name". And she replied "yeah." Even in her subconscious, she
still responded in a call of the spirit. As I left her room, she
whispered, "Thank You".

I went back to my room and started singing.

No other Name but the Name of Jesus /No other name but the Name of the Lord /No other Name but the Name of Jesus /is worthy of glory /worthy of honor /worthy of power and of praise

Jesus,
what a beautiful Name/Son of Man/Son of God/Lamb that was slain/joy and
peace/strength and hope/grace that blows all fear away/Jesus, what a
Beautiful name.

For you are glorious/shining victorious/over powers and principalities/For you are glorious/shining
victorious/disarming all Your enemies/the rulers of this world/beneath
your feet are hurled/as You reign, Our Conquering King

I read my Bible again and was led to Acts 4:12.

Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved.

I
knew that it was a moment of spiritual oppression. I remember praying
to God before I went to sleep to give me a renewed fear of Him. I guess
this was an answered prayer. As I tried to fall back to sleep again, I
had a sense of God’s awesome presence and a revelation of His Holiness.
I also declared: "I will lie down and sleep in peace for You alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety". Psalm 4:8.

I admit that I have not spent much time with Him as I should this week
and last night’s experience was a reminder for me to be girded and
ready for battle and remain alert because the devil is "a roaring lion
waiting for someone to devour." (1 Peter 5:8) I was also glad that I
had confessed to him all my sins during the day. Otherwise, the enemy
would have used them against me during warfare. What went on last night
was a form of spiritual warfare although it is still going on right now
as I write. The challenge for me is to get the believers in my family
to get down on our knees more and not be lackadaisical in my personal
prayer life. Even more so now as I continue with the Glorious Hope
recovery program. My friends in my GH group mentioned before that they
have been oppressed similarly, through dreams. Last night was my turn.
Nevertheless, I know I am not alone. It was a scary experience but I
discovered once again how powerful the Name of my Savior is.

Please TROW your THRASH

June 19th, 2007 by rubycube

Dsc00143Patay, dami pa naman nilang ginawang ganito. Marami-raming cubicle din yun.

A Question to those who Know Me Well

June 17th, 2007 by rubycube

I am planning to set up an online boutique. What would be a nice funny name?

Ok, fine, kahit di tayo close, your suggestions are welcome na rin. =)

The one whose name I use will get a freebie from me. I will definitely announce the winner.

Serious ‘to.

If you love the Philippines…

May 8th, 2007 by rubycube

…vote wisely.

Dear Fellow Filipino,

Good day to all of you! Before I
begin my letter… just a disclaimer, for people who know me they know that I
love the Philippines very much and I am not really one who rants and complaints
to high heavens about what is happening to our country and does nothing about
it, in fact, I feel that at my relatively young age of 27, I have done much
service to the Philippines by setting up Pathways to Higher Education which has
sent more than 500 poor but deserving students to college and AHON Foundation
which has already built two public elementary school libraries that have
benefitted more than 3,500 students. Yet, after seeing how events in our nation
have transpired the past few weeks and talking with some friends, I feel the
urge to share with you my own thoughts and feelings.

Over the weekend, we saw the
completion of two major political alliances for this coming Senate Elections
that has just began here in the Philippines.
Now we have two political forces with familiar faces nonetheless on opposite
sides of the fences. On one end, you have Tito Sotto and Tessie Aquino-Oreta
who were two major stalwarts of the opposition and the FPJ Campaign in 2004
hobnobbing with the woman (Pres. GMA) whom they claimed to have cheated FPJ in
the last Presidential Elections. On the other side of the fence, you see Manny
Villar, the former house speaker who was actually responsible for impeaching
Erap now part of the United Opposition who is led by no less than… Erap
himself. Now if you don’t see anything wrong with this picture then you must be
one of the many Filipinos who have accepted this very sad reality that there is
indeed no permanent ideals that our government leaders stand up for but rather
they just go where there self-interests can best be served. It is this kind of
politics why I no longer wonder why good people like Ramon Magsaysay award
recipients Mayor Jesse Robredo of Naga City or outstanding Bulacan Governor
Josie Dela Cruz will find it hard or worse, never be elected to national
positions.\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>It is with these in mind that I'd\nlike to share with you what are events this coming May elections that will make\nme consider leaving the Philippines:\n\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>1.) If former COMELEC Commissioner\nVirgilio Garcillano of Hello Garci fame wins in his bid to become Congressman\nof Bukidnon … seeking to replace a good man no less in incumbent Cong. Neric\nAcosta… We would really be the laughing stock of the whole world if we allow\na man with the reputation of Garci to be one of our so called "Honorable\nGentlemen".\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>2.) If Dancing Queen Tessie Aquino\nOreta reclaims her seat at the Senate… I hope that all of us would still\nremember that dance that she did during the 2001 impeachment hearings after\nthey voted to overrule the decision of then Chief Justice Davide… let us make\nsure that people like her never make it to the Senate again.\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>3.) If Richard Gomez becomes a\nsenator… what does he know about making laws? We already have the likes of\nBong Revilla and Lito Lapid in the Senate and their performance or lack of it\nwould be reason enough not to elect another actor who has no prior experience\nin government to the distinguished halls of the Senate.\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>”,1]
);

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It is with these in mind that I’d
like to share with you what are events this coming May elections that will make
me consider leaving the Philippines:

1.) If former COMELEC Commissioner
Virgilio Garcillano of Hello Garci fame wins in his bid to become Congressman
of Bukidnon … seeking to replace a good man no less in incumbent Cong. Neric
Acosta… We would really be the laughing stock of the whole world if we allow
a man with the reputation of Garci to be one of our so called "Honorable
Gentlemen".

2.) If Dancing Queen Tessie Aquino
Oreta reclaims her seat at the Senate… I hope that all of us would still
remember that dance that she did during the 2001 impeachment hearings after
they voted to overrule the decision of then Chief Justice Davide… let us make
sure that people like her never make it to the Senate again.

3.) If Richard Gomez becomes a
senator… what does he know about making laws? We already have the likes of
Bong Revilla and Lito Lapid in the Senate and their performance or lack of it
would be reason enough not to elect another actor who has no prior experience
in government to the distinguished halls of the Senate.

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);

//–>4.) If Gringo Honasan wins again….
have we not learned our lesson? I cannot believe that just because someone is
charismatic then we will just elect him to become one of our senators despite
the fact that he has time and again caused so much instability in our
country… if we want a military junta similar to that of Thailand …
then lets all vote for this guy….

5.) If Manny Pacquiao becomes
Congressman of General Santos City…everybody loves Manny the Boxing Champ but
Manny the Lawmaker? (Note from me, Ruby: you might also wanna read my blog "Pacquiao is a Schmuck" at http://rubycube.multiply.com) Lets be realistic here, Manny is our Hero alright but I
think it takes more than just great boxing skills and a desire to serve to be
able to make appropriate laws that would help uplift the lives of the many
Filipinos who live in Poverty.

6.) If Lito Lapid wins for Mayor of
Makati City… I don’t like Jojo Binay as well but Lito Lapid as city mayor of
the country’s finance and business center?!?! And do you really think he is
from Makati and
has good plans for the city? The Arroyos asking someone like him to run just
goes to show you how much love and concern this government has for our country.

7.) If Chavit Singson becomes a
Senator, Illegal Gambling = Chavit…enough said.

Now if all of these 7 things happen\nduring this coming elections then don't be surprised if many Filipinos decide\nto leave this country that we love dearly. \u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>Like I said during the first part of my letter, I feel that I have\ndone much for this country but I think its time that Filipinos become more\nvigilant and critical in selecting our leaders for the sake of our future and the\ngenerations that will go beyond us. So I appeal to every Filipino who asks what\ncan I actually do for my country… Choose and vote for the right people this\ncoming elections, huwag na tayong magpaloko sa mga kandidatong maganda lang ang\njingle o gwapo lang sa mga poster. Let us choose leaders who have a good track\nrecord for service and who are genuinely committed towards serving our country.\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>Manindigan naman tayong lahat para sa ating Kinabukasan at para sa\nKapakanan ng ating Bayan!\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>Thank you very much for your time in reading this letter.\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>Sincerely,\u003cbr\>\n\u003cbr\>\nHarvey S. Keh\u003c/span\>\u003c/font\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\”\>\u003c/span\>\u003c/p\>\n\n\u003cp style\u003d\”text-align:justify;line-height:14.65pt\”\>\u003cfont size\u003d\”4\” color\u003d\”navy\” face\u003d\”Times New Roman\”\>\u003cspan lang\u003d\”EN-CA\” style\u003d\”font-size:13.5pt;color:navy\”\>Email: \u003ca href\u003d\”http://by132fd.bay132.hotmail.msn.com/cgi-bin/compose?mailto\u003d1&msg\u003dD406278B-2233-479E-8B19-C8072CB2DF31&start\u003d0&len\u003d25745&src\u003d&type\u003dx&to\u003dharveykeh@gmail.com&cc\u003d&bcc\u003d&subject\u003d&body\u003d&curmbox\u003d00000000-0000-0000-0000-000000000001&a\u003d22adcaf1b86cd719242c4ec73e111fef5588a587fc77ed91b74f6c260caddbaa\” title\u003d\”http://by132fd.bay132.hotmail.msn.com/cgi-bin/compose?mailto\u003d1&msg\u003dD406278B-2233-479E-8B19-C8072CB2DF31&start\u003d0&len\u003d25745&src\u003d&type\u003dx&to\u003dharveykeh@gmail.com&cc\u003d&bcc\u003d&subject\u003d&body\u003d&curmbox\u003d00000000-0000-0000-0000-000000000001&a\u003d22adcaf1b86cd719242c4ec73e1\” target\u003d\”_blank\” onclick\u003d\”return top.js.OpenExtLink(window,event,this)\”\>”,1]
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//–>Now if all of these 7 things happen
during this coming elections then don’t be surprised if many Filipinos decide
to leave this country that we love dearly.

Like I said during the first part of my letter, I feel that I have
done much for this country but I think its time that Filipinos become more
vigilant and critical in selecting our leaders for the sake of our future and the
generations that will go beyond us. So I appeal to every Filipino who asks what
can I actually do for my country… Choose and vote for the right people this
coming elections, huwag na tayong magpaloko sa mga kandidatong maganda lang ang
jingle o gwapo lang sa mga poster. Let us choose leaders who have a good track
record for service and who are genuinely committed towards serving our country.

Manindigan naman tayong lahat para sa ating Kinabukasan at para sa
Kapakanan ng ating Bayan!

Thank you very much for your time in reading this letter.

Sincerely,

Harvey S. Keh

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//–>harveykeh@gmail.com

KAILANGANG MABASA ITO NG 80 MILLIONG PILIPINO !!! IPASA NYO
NG IPASA!!!

Harvey Keh was my colleague from our Sanggunian days in Ateneo.

Perhaps Love

May 4th, 2007 by rubycube

Translation of the lyrics to the song "Perhaps Love" by J & Howl from Princess Hours (the video is in my media box)


I can’t remember exactly when it was
That my mind began to fill up with thoughts of you.
It all began with just one or two thoughts,
But as each day went by, there were more, and I am confused.
I keep telling you that it’s nothing important
But even that feels awkward.
Is this love? Do you feel the same?
My heart keeps telling me that I’m in love with you.
My heart is shouting to the world that I’m in love with you.
Why have I only heard it now?
The voice keeps telling me that I have finally found love.

I want to tell you how I feel,
But you can probably feel the way I feel.
I am already a part of you as you are a part of me.
We may have already become a part of each other.
Is this love? Do you feel the same?
My heart keeps telling me that I’m in love with you.
My heart is shouting to the world that I’m in love with you.
Why have I only heard it now?
The voice keeps telling me that I have finally found love.

When I think back,
There were so many moments
When I felt my heart was about to burst.
It’s a little late, but I’ll try my best.
I want to be with you. I only want us to share good memories.
Please don’t leave me.
I don’t want us to be apart, even for a moment.
I love you so much.

A Prayer That’s Perfect for Me Right Now

May 1st, 2007 by rubycube

" Father, I pray today especially for those who find themselves in a dark place, who see no light on the horizon, who feel the hot blast from the fiery trials, with no sign of relief in sight. Change this painful place into their hiding place where You are near, where You are real…Calm their fears.Quiet their spirits.Remind them that trials are essential if we hope to become Christlike. This I pray through Jesus,who was, Himself, a man of sorrows, aquainted with grief…and who learned the obedience from the things which He suffered. "- A prayer from Charles Swindoll